お前のために
Omae no Tame ni
*groaning sound*
Here is…
How come we arrived
at the bedroom…?
…You take me to
here?
But… how come you
still have the strength for it?
A… I see. Since I
already sucked quite a bit, at least you can feel at ease a litte.
That is good, hah…
Hmm? My eyesight is
back… The effect of the poison is not spreading out…?
…Well, whatever.
Rather than that… this time it is you who looks painful.
Come here.
Heh. Shut up. Just
come here. Did you resolution get wavering already? Before it is too late, move
the poison to me.
That is right. Like
that, get closer to me… surrounding your hands on my neck…
Ha… Your face is
pale. Your body is quite cold as well. Well… I am like that too though.
Tsk. How many more
that I must suck before it back to normal?
Here. This time is
this side of your neck…
*sucking voice*
*gasping sound*
…If you can’t stand
and watch, just look at the outside from that window. Or to distract you…
should we hear music as well?
This kind of time… Debussy
Bergamasque musical selection, the third movement, Tsuki no Hikari.
Such perfect time.
Haha. Such an irony. I can laugh for that.
Aa… other than
that… thinking about your blood and my fang?
Haah… then what do
you want? This one is a no, that one is a no too. This is not a situation for
that, you know.
Haah… A way so I
can distract myself from the pain, do you know what it is?
Hm-mmm. Quiet well.
Like that, just keep hugging me tightly.
*sucking voice*
It is hard to
moving around, but like this, I can feel you, so it is not that bad.
Maybe I will smells
like you too after that.
This time, from
here…
*sucking voice*
*coughing sound*
Sorry. Just a
little…
*gasping sound*
Damn. I should play
the music… after all. At least, so I can disguise my voice…
*sucking voice*
*coughing sound*
*gasping sound*
Yeah, that is nice…
Keep stroking my back like that.
Haah… Hei. Did you
still feel painful right now?
Not your body. Did
your heart in pain?
…I see. The pain of
your heart, or the pain of your body. I wonder which one is more painful…
To be truth, for
me, I can’t understand it.
By meeting you, I
learned about something named heart… but even like that, I can’t understand
well the essence of it. You… what do you think about it?
…I see. You too as
well, huh. But… like this, the suffering of the body and the pain of the heart…
we can only wait for it to settle down.
I want to save you,
but looks like it still a long way.
…Can you endure it?
If with me?
Heh… Then let’s
living together like this. We don’t need a house this big. A smaller one is
fine. Shutting our self inside the room, closing the curtain, while the
gramophone is being played… Hugging each other day by day inside that room…
Continue to living while sharing the pain to each other… maybe that is good too.
To think that the
day I want to be burdened with someone’s pain come…
When it is comes to
you, I become selfish and not knowing when to give up.
Haha… really just
like human.
I thought that
consciousness for eternity is a strange thing.
There is nothing
that can’t be broken.
It should be good enough.
But now, I didn’t
think like that. No. I couldn’t think like that again.
For the sake of
living… I’d already found a reason for that.
I didn’t want to
lose you.
Always stay with
me.
You understand?
Heh… the meaning
for it is just like the meaning of the words.
Just like that.
Huh. So dull. I
don’t know what kind of face that I must wear when saying such a shameful line.
Aah. In your eyes,
what kind of my face that reflected in it right now?
Answer me.
Heh… as I thought.
If you are crying like that, of course you can’t see it.
*chu*
It is salty.
I really shouldn’t
do something that I am awkward about.
What? If you want
to answer it, first, stop the tears. In time time like this, you should
treasure the mood, right. But you… Is it okay if you keep up with that awful
face?
…Wait. I didn’t say
that it is okay to separate from me.
You should stay
beside me… for eternity.
*jingle sound*
Hn? This is… the rose
thorn?
*sound of something
burned and become ash*
Nn… it disappeared…?
In other words… Oi!
*sucking voice*
Your blood is back
to normal… This means… the curse was lifted…?
Aah… me too, I
didn’t feel anything wrong at all.
That means that it
is not a never-vanish curse. Then why… Is it because of me…?
Haa, so annoying…
More over, you. You
make such a surprised face a few second ago. Why?
Heh. Is it
something that make you surprise after all this time? Even though I changed
this and that… for your sake. You know about it, right?
Hah. You are so
thickhead. Unless I explain it one by one, you won’t understand it… you really
a troublesome woman.
Living together
like this, doing my entire task without skipping everyday… all of it, it is for
your sake.
Yes it is. It is
not like I picked up living like human for myself with granted. Of course like
that. If I can, I still want to live lazily like before. But for human to live
like that… it is harsh, right.
Well… coming back
home and feels exhausted, with you welcoming me home every night… it is not
that bad.
Heh. If you show me
that kind of face… rather than the answer, I want this more…
*chu*
Hehe… your face
right now is quite good.
*chu*
Haah… what is with
that face. How is the feeling when you are looking down at me like now? Hehe…
but well, the one who attacking is me though.
*sucking voice*
Still, your blood
should taste like this.
*sucking voice*
You should always show
that face, face that said that you really like me and can’t get enough of me.
You understand?
Hehe… In this kind
of situation, you answered me so enthusiastic… You really are a strange woman.
Well… the me who got agitate is the same I guess, haha…
I won’t let you go
for forever.
That is why, you
should do that as well.
Looked at her pained and strained face, I want to release
her, at that time, I really thought like that.
If I am thinking back now, it is full of ashamed thing.
But, she must feel the same thing as me, when she saw that I once again
painlessly suck her blood.
By living with vampire, the difference between humans who
have limited time and us become more obvious.
If it can, I didn’t want to taste the feeling of
restlessness when one of us disappears.
That is why I accepted the change.
I decided that I want all of her to be mine alone.
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